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In memory of Holli-3 years in heaven  / Mom

In Memory:

Holli Nicole Crockett

Feb 9, 1985 -- April 9, 2006

forever in our hearts

You never said "I'm leaving"
You never said goodbye
You were gone before I
knew it,
And only God knew why
A million times I needed you,
A million
times I cried
If Love alone could have saved you,
You never would have
died
In Life I loved you dearly
In death I love you still
In my heart
you hold a place,
That no one could ever fill
It broke my heart to lose
you,
But you didn't go alone
For part of me went with you,
The day
God took you home.

She is Gone



You can shed tears that she is gone
or you can
smile because she has lived.


You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come
back
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.


Your heart can be empty because you can't see her

or you can be full of the love you shared.


You can turn your back on tomorrow and live
yesterday
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.


You can remember her and only that she's gone

or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.


You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn
your back
or you can do what she'd want: smile, open your eyes, love and go
on.

Song: Kenny Chesney - Who You'd Be Today

Sunny days seem to hurt
the most.
I wear the pain like a heavy coat.
I feel you everywhere I
go.
I see your smile, I see your face,
I hear you laughin' in the
rain.
I still can't believe you're gone.

It ain't fair: you died too
young,
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all
away.
God knows how I miss you,
All the hell that I've been
through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I
wonder,
Who'd you be today?

Would you see the world? Would you chase
your dreams?
Settle down with a family,
I wonder what would you name your
babies?
Some days the sky's so blue,
I feel like I can talk to you,
An'
I know it might sound crazy.

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like
the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God
knows how I miss you,
All the hell that I've been through,
Just knowin'
no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I wonder,
Who you'd be
today?

Today, today, today.
Today, today, today.

Over The Rainbow

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a
land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the
dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true

Some days I wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds
are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Way upon the
chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly
Birds
fly over the rainbow
Then, why, oh why, can't I

Birds fly over the rainbow
Then, why, oh why, can't

Don't tell me that you understand,

Don't tell me that
you know.

Don't tell me that I will survive,

How I will surely
grow.

Don't tell me this is just a test,

That I am truly
blessed,

That I am chosen for this task,

Apart from all the
rest.

Don't come at me with answers

That can only come from
me,

Don't tell me how my grief will pass

That I will soon be
free.

Don't stand in pious judgment

Of the bonds I must
untie,

Don't tell me how to suffer,

And don't tell me how to
cry.

My life is filled with selfishness,

My pain is all I
see,

But I need you, I need your
love,

Unconditionally.

Accept me in my ups and downs,

I
need someone to share,

Just hold my hand and let me cry,

And say,
"My friend, I care."


Happy
angelversary Holli. We love and miss you so much. I can still see you
sitting there with your beautiful red hair. I can still hear your
laughter. If I could only hold you one more time..........Rest in Peace

my baby.....I love you!!!


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Sending Birthday Hugs & Kisses To Holli!  / Carol Pizzi (Angel Debbie's Mom )  Read >>
Sending Birthday Hugs & Kisses To Holli!  / Carol Pizzi (Angel Debbie's Mom )

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Happy birthday Holli  / Mom   Read >>
Happy birthday Holli  / Mom

Well, today would have been holli's 24th birthday. 24 years old. I still think of her as that little red head who used to love to drive me insane.


This will be the first time that I don't give her a birthday party. Every year since her death, me and the kids I kept would give her a party then release her balloons. Well they all grew up and have started school and I had to go out and get a "real job" and so this year there will be no party.


They loved giving her a party. They were just babies when she passed away but they still knew who she was. Chaston would ask me all the time to let him hear her voice on the computer. It took awhile to convince him that she didn't live IN the computer, lol. Zoey and Shyla would get holli's picture down and kiss her good morning when they would get here. Then they would kiss her goodnight before they left.

They won't ever remember the girl who would sing to them and rock them but they will always know her in their hearts.


I miss you holli and hope you have one fantastic birthday party in heaven. I know Corey and Seth are partying with you.

I love you girl.
HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY WADDLES!!




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Hey girl  / Mom   Read >>
Hey girl  / Mom
Hey baby girl,

I sure have been missing you so much lately that I can't seem to breathe.   I am having dreams about you again.  They are so strange.  You are here but I know that you have died.  It's like you came back for a little while but will die again soon.  and I know it and am trying to hold onto every minute but can't because I am constantly thinking about you dieing again. 

I don't think I will ever be able to accept that you are not coming home.  I know it would be best if I did come to terms with it, but I can't.  I don't want to.  I want to believe that you will come home one day.  I want to believe that this is just some horrible nightmare that will go away.  I know deep down in my heart that I cannot live without you.  If I accept that you won't be coming home than I will fade away. 

I love and miss you so much holli.  I don't know how I am going to make it through your birthday.  The big 24!  I just can't believe it.
By now I know you would have been married and a mother.
By now................


I love you redhead.
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Just Sending Love  / Tina Scanlon Mommy To Sweet Angel Caroline   Read >>
Just Sending Love  / Tina Scanlon Mommy To Sweet Angel Caroline

Sending love to all our angel friends!  Holli, please take care of my sweet angel Caroline!  You are so loved and missed by so many.  Send your angel love their way.

 

 

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Birthday Wishes Sent with Love  / Precious Memorials   Read >>
Birthday Wishes Sent with Love  / Precious Memorials

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Merry Christmas  / Bridget Dtr Of Allan Peacock   Read >>
Merry Christmas  / Bridget Dtr Of Allan Peacock

Thinking of you Holli and your precious family this special time of the year. May the reason for the season fill their broken hearts and offer peace and hope that will last throughout the new year

Love and hugs, Bridget

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I am sorry  / Mom   Read >>
I am sorry  / Mom
I am so sorry for taking so long to come back and visit you holli.
I have been sick and going straight to bed after work.  I am also sorry for not decorating your grave or site this year.  It just doesn't seem like christmas to me.  I didn't even put up a tree.  Megans mom came by and left you a snowman light but I haven't been there to see it yet.  I haven't been to the grave in a while.  My heart is to broken to go.  I know when I do, it will break completely.  I need a hug from yu so very bad.  I don't know how to live without you holli.  I really don't.  I don't see how I can live without you.  You kept me going when I could see no way out.  You were my light and now I just see darkness.   I miss you so much holli.  I love you waddles and always will.

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Happy Holidays!  / Angela- Daughter To Angel Linda Taylor   Read >>
Happy Holidays!  / Angela- Daughter To Angel Linda Taylor

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Merry Christmas  / Marcelle Mum To ^i^ Daniel Coorey (Friend connected by angels )  Read >>
Merry Christmas  / Marcelle Mum To ^i^ Daniel Coorey (Friend connected by angels )

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Beautiful Angel!  / *Baby Eli's Mommy ~Monica~ (friend)  Read >>
Beautiful Angel!  / *Baby Eli's Mommy ~Monica~ (friend)

Hello Sweetie, Stopping by to let you know that I am thinking of you and your sweet mommy.

 

 

 

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HAPPY HOLIDAY'S  / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT (ANGEL FRIEND )  Read >>
HAPPY HOLIDAY'S  / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT (ANGEL FRIEND )

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Thinking of you  / Tracy Darna   Read >>
Thinking of you  / Tracy Darna

My heart aches for your loss....your daughter's story is simular to my son's and he left on April 8th 2000.  The blame thing....I wish I knew who was really driving when my son had to leave this Earth...but I won't never know...small town and losts of rumors...please know my heart aches for you....nothing was ever done in my son's case...long story....thinking of your family.....Tracy...mom to Josh.

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Sending Hugs  / Bridget Dtr Of Allan (United by angels )  Read >>
Sending Hugs  / Bridget Dtr Of Allan (United by angels )

Tammy,

I can't thank you enough for the terrific graphics you made for my dad

It means so much to know that others care

This journey of grief is so hard. It seems that  everyone else has "moved on"

I know that I have to as well, it is just so hard

Not everyone grieves the same. All of us here are different somehow.

I am so glad to have you as a special friend

Surely we will meet one day, if not here, then in Heaven when this journey ends

Love always, Bridget

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good news---bad news  / MOM   Read >>
good news---bad news  / MOM


Hello my red headed angel. Got a lot to tell you today. I need your advice on so much of it or at least your encouragement. You could always make me feel better about things.

First----I got a job at a daycare. 14 two year olds. If this doesn't make me lose weight, I don't know what else will. I am running the entire time I am there. I know you would be having a big laugh at me. This was my first week.

I came home from my job today to find out that the mill is closing and your father and 500 more families are out of a job. I think I was in shock most of the time and then your grandma called and I could do nothing but cry. We are not really sure what we are going to do now.


You friend laura harper's mom came into the daycare today. I still can't believe how hard it is to see your friends mothers talking about how good their girls are doing. She talked about laura going to collage and dating and stuff. All I wanted to do was cry. And I did after i got home. I know I have to quit using the phrase "It's not fair" but that is the first thing I think about. Why you. of all the people, why you.


I am taking zackary on a cub scout field trip tomorrow. Wish me luck, I'm gonna be so tired. I will show you some of the pictures.

Well I better go,

Love you red,always!!!!
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Good morning waddles  / Mom   Read >>
Good morning waddles  / Mom


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precious memories  / Mom   Read >>
precious memories  / Mom
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I love you  / Mom

 

 

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Had a dream  / Mom   Read >>
Had a dream  / Mom
It is 3:30 in the morning Holli and I had another dream about you.  I haven't had one as strong as this in a long time so this has hit me hard once again. 
It is a dream that I have had before.  That they made a mistake and you weren't really dead, you were just in a coma and you woke up.  In my other dreams, I eventually realize that you really are dead.  But tonight was different.  In this one I was in a hospital talking to someone and I was telling them about you.  I told them that you were dead but it had been a mistake, that you were just in a coma for three months and then you woke up.  I then told them that it wasn't long after you woke up that he killed you again.  For just a moment.....................I had you again.  I could see you.  This was just such a weird dream.  It was mixed with zoey and lizzie.  Bobbie told me the other day that everytime I lose one of the kids, that I grieve for you all over again.  I think she is right.  Zoey left for vacation for two weeks and me taking care of lizzie is up in the air at the moment and they both were in my dream.
 God, I just wish I could back and do all this over again.  I would stay home and keep you with me.  Holli, I am so mad at you sometimes for leaving me.  You know I need you.  NEVER did I ever see this coming.  I just don't have any life left in me without you. 

Tonight you were with me again if only for a moment. 
I love you so much Holli waddles and miss you with every beat of my heart and every breath that I take.

Love mom
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To Tami  / Jo Ellen (Friends)  Read >>
To Tami  / Jo Ellen (Friends)

Tami,

I know I have told you but I wanted to write it down. You are everything to me and Zackary. You have been like a sister to me for years. Then when I had Zackary you were there to help with him. I just wanted to say that I know I was there when you needed me at first but I promise that I will be here for here on out. I just want you to know that I love and will always be here for now on.

 

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